This is all just a weird dream...

2006-10-04T09:37:00.000-07:00

aiyaya, for anyone still so enthu!!! about my blog, i've switched to LJ... its
http://chibimeli.livejournal.com/

2006-07-27T05:44:00.000-07:00

^^ wee, Gakuen Heaven is so heavenly! i had a great time watching it, partly because its only 13 episodes but more importantly, because i love it!!
the first episode was a little annoying though, almost everyone made an appearance in the first episode... that's like... (counting...) keita, kazuki, niwa, kaoru-chan~, omi, nakajima, the twins, shunsuke, umino-sensei (not very sure), shinomiya, iwai, naruse and the doctor. hmmm, that would be 14 guys, wow!

and i worship hamu-hamu heaven!! all of them become hamsters, and keita's voice is soo hamster-ish!! hah.... from after the exams, i will be lurking around kkhm for GH stuff, heh heh.. i suppose that's 1 way to give my support. will there be a gakuen heaven 2?????

Yay, BL anime is so wickedly wonderful!.. the love, the longing, the hugging, the "where have you been?! i've been worried sick about you!", the cute faces and for Gakuen Heaven, its the kissing! wee... at times like these, i truly believe that i live solely for anime. BL anime.

2006-07-21T09:10:00.000-07:00

i have finally succumbed to the Y-virus... After 5 long years of hiding it deep inside my fat suit, the Y-virus has festered up and exploded all over me like salt all over the fries at tampines mall macdonalds.

i've tried to promote sousei no aquarion but sigh, i can't believe only one day at Cosfest '06 and my friends are swooning over bleach. i mean, i don't hate bleach but i know better stuff than bleach. Aquarion needs more love... T.T

i think i actually i like the Y-virus, what with all the animes i've been watching.. Like erm, gakuen heaven, sukisyo, princess princess, yami no matsuei and my favourite... Kyou Kara Maou.
nevermind! even if i can't find any Aquarion merchandise, i'll pour my love (love=money) into kyou kara maou!!!

i feel as though this semester's gone by really fast, why? oh well...

2006-06-19T18:08:00.000-07:00

ah.... so many things have happened over the course of a.. errr, few weeks.

like, last last week i went to Streetfest on sunday!! it was so cool, saw so many cool people, i love the punks!! the bands were, erm, ok i guess. there was just this girl that sang 2 songs i knew and she sang it BADLY. oh well... i'm not gonna say who it is because there are probably people who are talking about me and my super, not-lolita-ish shoes. Ugh, atleast the nightmare of me getting pulled into a corner and getting beaten up is over. heh, oh well, can't wait for streetfest again next year! mostly 'coz i went to the arcade while it was raining heavily.
yeah, thanks to coreen and amirah for coming along with me!!

hmmm, i saw miwitch there, diana too.. haha, diana was so funny, she was like, i can't see without my glasses, i bang onto walls...
miwitch was funny too, she was like, how come everybody else has business except me? XD after that, i didn't think i wanted to tell that i bought an ear ring from the other stall.

i saw the handsome guy i like, actually i know his username and his real name but calling him 'The Handsome Guy' sounds so much better, hee hee... but i think he thinks i'm weird coz i said hi to him and he said huh, oh hi..

AHHH!! XD nevermind! i saw Thomas too! bwahaha, he wanted to get out of the rain so i offered my bright pink umbrella, haha.

Oh, my new favourite artiste would be Kumi Koda! sigh, after all those jokes about her being an old slut XD Another reason why i 'think' i like her would be 'coz she's a ganguro! Or atleast she looks like one;nice shiny tan, dyed hair and sexy clothes. i wish i could be a ganguro girl, but ganguro girls are all so thin and erm, are kinda like the ah-lians of japan. that's what i think.. But they're cute anyway! Yeah, they're into parapara and 9-inch platforms.

On 16 june, i visited the secret manga shop which isn't really a secret anymore.. Yes, its so deceiving, the road said upper changi but its just next to the mac donald's at bedok. i went with this girl called tsukushi, valle and coreen again! OMG, i didn't know there were really yaoi anime, which became existent to me when i heard tsukushi's mp3... err..

wee.

2006-06-03T19:03:00.000-07:00

BOLD THOSE THAT APPLY TO YOU
(for my wonderful black-haired, white spectacled brown biatch..)

I have a cell phone.
I have friends that use me.
I am an only child.
I love dangly earrings.
I love cold weather.
I'm obsessed with the computer.
I have shot a gun before.
I can't live without music.
I have no tolerance of ignorant people.
I have ridden on a motorcycle before.
I'll be in this town forever. (sadly, yes.)
I've been to 5 other countries. (only malaysia, Hongkong & china)
I get annoyed easily.
I have neat handwriting.
I have more than a few horrible memories. (Had a particularly bad one yesterday...)
I am addicted to chocolate.
I am an atheist. (what's that?)
I love airplane rides. (love the clouds!!!)
I love taking pictures.
I hate people who are fake. (haha, i'm just as fake as plastic)
I can be mean when I want to.
My parents care about my grades.
One of my best friends is a girl. (duh! Girls are the better gender.)
I have way too many wallets.
I'm obsessed with lip gloss. (no.. gets stuck to my hair when the wind blows)
I am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate it when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying. (i wanna have wings!!)
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach. (i HATE the beach, stupid place...)
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends. (though i always get sucky presents for them, sorry!)
i have had braces. (no, i've taken care of my beautiful teeth.)
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing. (i'll sound like my hamsters...)
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear. (Yes, especially if a hot guy wears it XD)
i love night better than day. (i hate nights, don't ever ask me out at night.)
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours. (with itchy-butt, the record was 8 hours)
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i play on a girls sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist. (i wished!)
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish at times, i still act like a little kid.i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone. (...)
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i type with one hand. (hmmm, that actually sounds a little retarded)
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower. (i used too, but i found out everyone was laughing.. )
i hate cheerleaders. (i used to be & i still wanna be one!!)
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows my full story of my life. (i don't think anyone would ever know, mwa ha ha)
i am close to my parents.
i don't have a curfew.

2006-06-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

listening to ayumi hamasaki now... haha, it kinda reminds me of Haru, 'coz there was this girl telling everyone not to go there because the shop owner was blasting annoying ayumi hamasaki songs. Saying its loud is alright, but saying its Ayumi's fault is mean, oh well.. there're bitches like her everywhere...

what was it that i read.... oh, not what i read but how i got scolded during business law tutorial. At that time i was really mad at the tutor(can't remember how to spell his weird name) because he insulted my answer, saying he'd give it a 12/20. But later on, after thinking about what he said i realised i was wrong, heh heh.. i know i always give in to the enemy but this time i know i'm REALLY wrong.

he said the answer was correct, except that it was shoddy. he said, indirectly, that the one who answered that question didn't put in enough effort to get an A and so he won't give an A. the question was erm, to suggest something to the plaintiff and actually before giving advice u should first identify the problem.

it always counts when we put in the extra effort to make our work excellent, i think that's what he was trying to tell me... haha, leong was telling me the same thing too, he said it was service beyond expenditure. when u buy food from a macdonald's counter, may be later on, when u get to your seat n munch on your mcwings, they approach u to offer more sauces or serviettes. it sounds creepy but sometimes being a little more kind-hearted helps.

So... its the same with work. mayb it won't be our boss that notices it, but there's a certain personal satisfaction that we ourselves'll like. hee hee, even if that work involves getting revenge n mayb the extra step could be stabbing that bastard in the back. OOPS! thinking too much again.

i think now i'm not SOOO afraid of going out of the house in my costume. i think.. haha, i wouldn't know, i haven't done it since EOY... XD i really like that cross-dresser, he's so cute, and finally! A guy with pink hair! but as Meer, his boobs are still too small, haha...

my lolita dress is coming in 5 days time, i hope i don't get too fat by then.. i'm kinda worried i won't be able to fit into the dress.. Since for their L size, its still pretty small. Man, jap girls must be stick-thin.. Oh yeah, they are.... haha, thinking of Mana, Miki and Misao now... especially Mana... she's very very very thin. And dark. haha, sounds like a twig.

Cosfest is coming soon! and mua ha ha ha... if the Bleach team falls apart, i can still go as a lolita.. i don't wanna mention names but since she doesn't know me at all, haha, saiyuki_hime sucks!!! she's so tardy, i can't believe she sent me a mail saying there's an outing on saturday.. i mean, she should have done it earlier and she probably didn't bother reading my mail coz i'm not free on saturday. oh well, its her problem.. she seems so...heck care, like she wants everything to be convenient and just push it to a saturday when i'm NOT FREE.
saturday i'm not free coz i'll be going to orchard with Diana! she's really enthusiastic about lolita stuff and wears a lolita dress every saturday, how cute!! i'm just worried about the shoes... i don't know when they're coming, if they're shipped here then it probably means i got ripped off because i paid $88 for shoes costing only $44... Shit, i'm such a moron.

well, moron signing off... cost a/c g test tomorrow!

2006-05-22T03:00:00.000-07:00

ahh... another day where i feel i've gone to heaven..

the manga i want is coming out in english around october! and i found whatcomics brings in BLU manga!!! ahh!!! i just hope the guy brings it in... And if its whatcomics, they normally bring in manga 1 or 2 weeks before the actual issue date!! wee!!

gonna go to kino on thursday to check out if they have in jap... heh heh heh...
(i sound so crytic, but i don't care!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

2006-05-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

wee, finally took out my sousei no aquarion to watch after around a year? yeah, it came out in 2005 and i'm watching now, ha ha..

It's so awesome! i'm glad i continued watching after episode one!! SnA is a mech anime but with a surprisingly good story. how to define good?... hmmm, the plot is kinda like those magical girl, magical boy story but its better 'coz its so complicated. you're always left wondering if the antagonist is evil or if he's just wants the hero. ha ha, sounds like a very, strange... relationship.. XD

Mmmm, the main character's name is Apollo (hahaha, almost forgot) and his 'girl friend' is Sylvia, eew sucky name. but! after watching her over the next 5 episodes, she's actually very very funny. not cute, eeww, never, but funny and haha she's like secretly perverted. Apollo runs on 4 legs and likes to bite things, no, he's not a dog. He is... the rumored reincarnation of the Solar Wing! that's the hero in SnA's world about 12000 years ago.

the other characters, Sirius, Reika, Tsugumi, Jun, Pierre (haha, definitely) and Rena are all so lovable!! their commander, can't remember his name, is so philosophical and really really cool. even though everyone calls him a dirty old man.

oh, don't forget the mechs! vector luna, sol and mars which can combine into a super huge robot called aquarion. and of course, combining, or in the anime its called uniting, the vectors differently produces a different aquarion. i don't know the rest, haha, i suck at understand mechs, that's a fact.

i like the anime mostly because its funny, and philosophical and i like the character development. oh oh, and the mechs, or everything mechanical is in 3D!! from what amirah said about MAYA, wow! i mean, they made the right stuff 3D. not like gatekeepers, haha... 3D surroundings? no thanks. the anime does have some hentai parts, but they put it all in a very scientific way that you just wanna end up laughing! XD

ha.... i feel so enlightened, even though my grades are slipping. oh yeah, heh heh.. my Uwasa no futari came in last sunday. i can't believe i read it, and i can't believe MYSELF for lending it to coreen to read too, and she even said it was OK! XD ha ha...
its all in jap, and i don't wanna be a poser and pretend i know japanese and say i understand when actually i don't. the only way i know what 'appears' to be going on is by looking at the pics, ha ha... ah... i DID manage to read the two guys' surnames, the cute guy is akabane (XD unbelievable) and the 'handsome' guy is aoyama (like motoko?). Aoyama to me is just plain ugly. maybe its 'coz he's got slits for eyes, haha.. so bias...
oh well, its one thing to see it drawn out nicely, its another to see real guys do it.. yay, brokeback mountain!!

as usual, this is all the nonsense that flows from my head..

2006-05-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

Well!!!
i just thought all those new webbies i added had more value than just being at the bottom of my "fear of becoming what i hate post"!!

OMG, this is SOOO where jap fashion shines. i like, worship those shops... i still am, haha! maybe all this sudden enthu gig is 'coz of the gothic lolita magazine i bought, its called the gothic lolita bible and well, its as wonderful as one, except for the ugly guy in a dress :P
the brands i like the most are angelic pretty and putumayo, i like innocent world too but i think the website is down so i can't put it here :( oh, hahaha.. sex pot revenge sounds so provocative but its mostly punk attire, the amount of safety pins, chains and zips some of the clothes have is amazing.. using the washing machine is highly unadvised, haha..
the one called kana features Kana-chan! she has really cool nails and hair styles, one in my favourite colour, pink! and my OTHER favourite colour, blue! i haven't checked if she has any wigs in my other OTHER favourite colour, green! miwitch says kana sings too but she sounds like nails on a chalk board, ugh... that's a waste. oh!! and because of kana, i found the secret to natural-looking pink or blue hair, blonde eyebrows!!! mmmm, i'm scared to bleach my hair, how can i even move onto bleaching my brow hair?...

moving on... like what i said in the previous post, atelier BOZ is more for celebs than regular people but well, if u have the cash, not even outerspace is the limit..

So.. all this is dedicated to the lolita world, i hope the world excepts fat lolitas. an interesting thing to point out is that when u search the word lolita on msn, there'll be this warning saying lolita's related to sexual stuff. but i assure, the lolitas here are more dolly than sexy.. unless they're in those puffy underwear.. haha, just plain nonsense..

2006-05-05T03:41:00.000-07:00

i have always feared of being the one thing i hate the most.. An auntie.
not the kind of auntie like when i have a nephew or niece... that's still okay, what scares me is having that 'auntie' mentality.. the ugly, sloppy clothes or just plain ugly clothes.. being ugly and not doing anything about it, being boring...
ugh..

on a lighter note, i found some cool webbies of clothes i can never buy! (coz i'll never go to japan and i don't trust buying things off the net, i'm always the unlucky one who gets cheated.)
i like them SO MUCH, i'm gonna have them under the erm.. side.. panel thingie, dunno what that is.. haha..

Well, anyway.. from what miwitch told me, atelier BOZ has all the really expensive clothes that celebs buy and ooooh, i love putumayo! it has very very very CUTE apparel, bleh, never liked that word, it has very very very CUTE stuff!
Also, i've push my tagboard to the bottom, its not gone, haha...
*to anyone who reads this post, check out the shops!!

2006-04-29T08:39:00.000-07:00

ah... its finally finished loading..
okay, in this post i wanna free my soul and list everyone who has made it into my punching list. its not any violent, its just that its so hard for me to make friends, sometimes well, some stuff thats hurtful to me has to kept quiet otherwise i'll lose the friendship, blah blah blah...
ANOTHER reason one might be on this list could be that you're a strong stubborn person which really justs pisses me off, i mean, we're living in the age of money, ever heard of being pragmatic? sigh, my sweet drow Jarlaxle...
if i were in a room where ALL of my friends were, i think my skin'd peel off faster than a banana coz well, different chemical reaction to different people. its not so bad now, most people know me as the goofy, ignorant, loud-mouthed idiot, haha... but not last time so it gets so confusing!

well, that's not the topic... this is! (in any way someone feels offended, well, too bad, that's how i felt) its a short list.

Felt like punching...
kor kor ALOT of times
mommy ALOT of times
amirah ALOT of times
grace ALOT of times
leong ALOT of times
tabitha many times
mei hui sometimes
samuel sometimes
divya sometimes
daddy sometimes
samantha sometimes
charlene one time
judith one time
xiao ru one time

if you're not punchlisted, it probably means either you're a really sweet, accepting person, congrajulations i find no fault in you! Or... i don't know you well enough for you to hurt my principles. i may be deemed as vengeful but shrugs* thats just me.

i guess i like cosplaying because somehow i can be myself and still not myself. And meeting miwitch on thursday was so fulfilling... she gave me a free make-over, awesome! must remember to ask her to do my make-up on my wedding day!!!! XD
yeah, there was this issue in the forums that lolitas aren't supposed to wear pointy shoes but 1 of the models in the GLB wore one so i asked miwitch,"how?"
she said aiya, dun care about those people lah, wear what you like.
T_T sigh... that's what i always wanted to hear. it rings in my heart but sometimes the gut feeling gets enforced when there's a friend who shares the same values as you.

Oh, after checking the animate website (so cool!), i found 2 new erm... series to watch! aria and uwasa no futari or the loudest whisper. err, only problem's that the latter's in manga version and hee hee hee, i don't think kino sells manga of THAT kind of genre. Well, i'm all ready to set off and find it!!!

2006-04-20T17:34:00.000-07:00

okay, the main reason, perhaps the only reason, why i'm blogging here in school is because i love the keyboard! it feels so nice and cute! cute, yes. it feels like you could type on and on and not get tired or incur some strange too-much-typing-on-the-keyboard disease.

i suddenly realised that miwitch sells a lot of nice lolita stuff. i hope the lolita dress comes soon because i wanna wear it to streetfest, if i can make it y then. damn, i had being a contradiction to myself but well, it'll happen to everyone who isn't stubborn.
i mean, stubborn is okay but things can't go my way all the time though i wish it would, ugh... the many i had to eat thaifood at the airport when fish&co was so nearby..... T_T

i think i'll go buy some pocky! 2 lectures today, yay, slack time!

2006-04-18T07:07:00.000-07:00

wee, first two days of a new semester and i'm pushing up daisies already! well, not yet but soon..
fell asleep in japanese class today during this funny, almost cold video about this teacher who can... teach hiragana in 45 mins. if i learnt as fast as i fell asleep, it would have been a 5 min breaking record!

OMG, i saw the streetlife cosplayers '04 on tv mobile!! luckily the camera was focusing on the cross-dresser girl, i hope no one notices the fat lump at the side.... i feel even more like a moron because amirah and i got interviewed by some NTU people and they thought we were like veteran cosplayers, sooo not happening.... Sigh, once again i have to stress, i feel like a moron. Boarding the S.S Moronic! *gets sea-sick and pukes..

i had amazing luck today, with my biz finance notes getting depreciated by shareholders, haha. first, xiao ru at mac, bleh! got folded, okay i'm fine with that. second, mei hui at FJ, splat. thanks goodies the floor was clean but it was really funny because the girl who was trying to tell me my notes dropped screwed up her face and pointed in weird directions, haha! until, ya, i saw my book on the floor.

what is it with that woman??? why does she have to announce her locking the bedroom door shut? what?? so annoying, it sucks when you have to depend on someone ELSE just so you can get into your room. i'm like a prisoner, wait that's wrong, i feel like a.... vagabond? cool, love the name but tramp suits my mood better, :(

err, so what was i saying?... erm, i changed my hammies food and they look so happy now! mei hui has a new pet dog called latte! and she likes getbackers, i, am just SO HAPPY! people should be free to enjoy the wonderful of getbackers, not brokebackers.

2006-04-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

who to go as???

priere from disgaea?... too indecent.
mint from dewprism?... err...
kid or harle from chrono trigger?... wah, i don't know!!

oh, unexpectedly, my trip to honky land was great. it was a real eye-opener for me as an 'artist' because everything was so different from singapore and i love the shoes, wee!!

2006-04-06T07:53:00.000-07:00

crap, been searching for a while for a new blog skin to get rid of the bug eating the brains in my head.... weh!!!!!
i wanna get a brokeback mountain blogskin!!!!

phew, thank goodness only ai reads my blog...

hmmm... the movie had such a sad ending, its not disappointing, i expected something sad but not THIS sad.... why did jake have to die? why did heath act so hard-to-get? and why, oh why was he always mumbling???? learned a thing or two or jay chou??!

well, atleast i fulfilled one of the things to do before i die, see 2 guy smooching! ah, i feel so learned...

i like ganguro and yambala girls, i wonder why most people think they're ugly or weird, i wanna be a ganguro girl! atleast for a day.. wait, i did. i think.

haha, i met this girl who's nick was worldofdarkness to buy her punk coat... she told me quite a bit about crimson sanctuary and the crazy girls who frequent it. she said there was this girl who liked punk a lot and if she didn't like the way you carried out your punk outfit, she'll call people to drag you to a corner and beat the hell outta you...
yesterday and this morning it kept me thinking about brokeback... and how jake got killed just because he was different...
why? why do people do these kinda things? why do they wanna clobber, murder people who are different or imperfect?.. the world'll ain't perfect and it certainly isn't all the same.....

whoa, just saw a show that makes me hate mushrooms even more... its about this girl and this old witch who uses live people to cultivate mushrooms and there's this unlucky guy who has mushrooms growing out of his eyes, ugh...

oh, so what was i blogging about?.. oh yeah, i think maybe i'll change my blogskin soon. or maybe i should change it now, coz the show i'm watching is scaring the hell outta me....

2006-04-04T08:24:00.000-07:00

wow, over the past few days i've experienced so many kinds of feelings/emotions...

korkor threw a surprise birthday party for me at marche! he's lucky i wasn't that hungry... mei hui, xiao ru, coreen, amirah and grace came!! yay, my best buddies!
i was really touched when i saw the card mei hui made for me.. it had the getbackers on it, though himiko was missing, and kazuki inside!!! i wanted to cry when i saw everyone there but i'm a frigid bitch so i didn't, haha..
ah, those were one of the few times i felt truly blessed.

blah blah, monday, the animals came over to play. we screamed at the Crazy Taxi and Pac-Man Fever, haha..

today... sigh...
i thought it would be a live-changing day. it still is, but in a different way.
i watched brokeback mountain... ugh, felt my back crack...
i thought i would have gotten scarred for life because i saw 2 guys err, kissing?(super hot scene) but no, i'm sad and mad!
i hate society, i'm gonna be a punk!

2006-03-31T07:08:00.000-08:00

wee, i went for the class chalet and it was awesome!! haha, but i do feel like a moron because i didn't know the chalet was at changi beach and not east coast park.
at the beginning, i was really mad because the weather was so hot but i couldn't tie up my hair because it was still wet... and i was late meeting meihui and xiaoru..
we missed the shuttle bus so we took a cab instead, with meimei paying..
i checked out the chalet, it was pretty awesome too and when we went in, everyone was sleeping nice and soundly. a few stomps up the stairs and we headed for the girls' room. wee, there were 6 of them all in 1 tiny room... but the cozy feeling was there, especially since the curtains weren't drawn yet.
we all talked for a while, i just laughed as usual then we went downstairs.
mahjong, card games, mtv and junk food was all i could remember. imagine if we really had to live in that house, all of us... whoa, scary thought.

mmm, i liked the feeling of chillin' out in the air-conditioned room with sunlight pouring through the windows and u can hear cool music in the background... wow... i'm glad i know how it feels...

shortly after realising that someone in our class has a spiderman toothbrush, we all got ready to head over to changi village for lunch, yeah, at 2 plus... its probably more of tea to me.
in the end, we didn't rent any bikes because they were at such a rip-off price. the next 1 and 1/2 hour was spent walking from changi beach to the hawker centre at east coast park. hah... it was all wonderful... the weather was cool and the sun was somewhere far from me...
we all walked and talked along the way, i took lots of photos (which i'll post here later...) and at the back of my mind i was thinking, i could walk and walk for hours if life was as serene as that whole journey.

when we reached the hawker centre, the girls ate while the guys went to check out bike rental prices somewhere a little far away. i really have no idea how they counted for us but in the end, i got to ride a bike back by myself!! while some of us were waiting, we saw this place where people can try out wake-boarding or something close to that. it was so funny seeing people letting go of the baton and falling into the water, hahaha!!
there were some minor bike problems, err, well, its cause some of the girls didn't know how to ride bikes, i was so afraid i had to ride a double bike coz i was going home later. i didn't, mwa haha!!

total time to arrive back at base:1/2 hour

i didn't stay for the BBQ but its okay, i had a fun time at the playground, there was this funny spinning platform with handles to hold onto and it looked so fun, i tried it too!!
on the 2nd try, someone far away would have seen 4 screaming girls spinning around madly and holding onto the handles desperately....

ahh, the great chalet thingie for me was over, i had a superb time...
maybe this is why we should always try something new, though it seems scary but it could be such a wonderful thing. ha.... gonna go sleep...

2006-03-28T02:42:00.000-08:00

i'm going to hong kong soon! bleh, not that excited actually, but its always like that. not enthu.. but when u get there, soo enthu!!

i met ai today and forgot to get her hp number, oh well..
haha, while i was waiting, i thought, "oh no, did she leave already? i was half an hour late..." bwa hahaha, luckily i wasn't. she was later than me!
she's cool and i finally have another anime friend and one who's from SP, its like collecting stuff. i'm collecting friends from different polys, then i check if nyp's really that good. the anime club looked so awesome and fun but it was a disappointment in the end, i hope me being in the new committee changes that!! like ai said, take charge!

ha.... that was the good part of this afternoon.

now, for the bad part. my family's always telling me to be more assertive and stand up for yourself, that kinda crap. well, it is crap. they are so bogus, i mean, the only people who actually mess me up are my dear family members.
daddy keeps telling me i'm fat, don't i realise that, that kinda stuff
mommy is uh... personal slave..
korkor is PMS overload, he can toy with u, take your money but of course it doesn't work the other way round.

but the thing i hate most is i love my home, i love my house. i'm not like other kids where they hate their family so they stay out late or at school. i can't do that, i don't even like staying out pass 7pm... which is why its so... err, jeopardizing...
i love my pika and my hammies too.. but they'e in the same house as the most annoying people in the world. sigh, its a paradox.

well, on a much lighter note, i'm going for the chalet tommorrow. ugh... i hate BBQs, they're always at night.

2006-03-23T06:53:00.000-08:00

whoa, loads of stuff happened this week.. let's review..
Monday!
took a taxi to school for a club event and to return yasmine her ez-link card. argh, she dismissed me as soon as i gave her the card, i can't believe it! and and, clara and dionne were there too! what did they tell me? they weren't in charge anymore... geez, i guess birds of a feather really do fly together... i can't WAIT for hunting season, gonna get my gun ready.
then i remembered that sam wanted to go out with me today but i told her i was busy, so i called her and later on, we met for lunch. Free lunch!
surprised yet somehow expected, sam got spotted to be a model! i went with her for the interview to make sure she didn't get cheated or anything, and wow, the tiny office was so posh.. there even was a chandelier in the waiting room, but since there's only 2 rooms, i guess it didn't cost that much.
ah... free lunch at phin's steakhouse. i called it fin's and sam kept calling it pine's but even though, yeah, i was right, i called it pine's in the end, ahh! phin's actually a short form of dolphin's. the original lady owner called it dolphin's but her son changed it to phin's, bad idea. i had spagetti alfredo, fries, 2 pots of green tea and a fried mars bar!! fried mars bars totally rule!!! and that was all free... haha, its so obvious the asst. manager likes sam and that's why he charged everything to his account, whatever that is...
i went bugis village, it was like... lolita and punk heaven... to me, since i'm a noob about that stuff. must go there again...

Tuesday!
cancelled meeting with miwitch, not enough money to buy the skirt yet...
but i did have enough money to watch underworld: evolution! it was so funny and sick.. the beginning had really painful-looking gory scenes which had no effect on zalifah and then later on, there were intimate scenes which had no effect one me, haha! either time, one of us were covering our eyes, but all i could think of in the scene was that, "wow, smooth skin... must have used air brush or lots of foundation..."
we met tabby at far east plaza and bumped into jie zhi on the 3rd floor i think.
when zalifah had to go off, tabby and i walked here, there, everywhere. she gave me fashion tips on the mrt train, though now its quite foggy, i can remember something about earthy colours... oh well..

Wednesday!
amirah came over! she made a real animation about ricey the rice sack and shit. she even made a cd and a cd cover, wow, so that's what digital media design teaches you! she almost squeezed the life out of my hamsters... and yay, i found someone who wants to watch brokeback mountain too! crap, when u're 18, u wanna watch r21 movies...
i showed her kujibiki unbalanced and naruto, the first one made a better impression.

Thursday!
met leong! he brought along his mom's chrysanthemum tea... hope i spelt that right... i got to see someone playing house of the dead 4 and it was awesome!! he shot everything down, even those who did a surprise attack! i was just gasping everytime one popped out of nowhere... its too much for me... sigh, i'm sucha weenie....
DDR was great though, atleast i know something i'm ok at. PPP too, but sadly parapara is a now dead trend and everyone who plays the machine is only interested in acting cool or trying to attract attention....

even though i keep complaining about amirah all the time, i still like her because when i give stuff to her to watch, she watches it (somehow) .. she doesn't give excuses like she has no time or she doesn't like it and amirah's like, a super busy and narrow-minded person. i don't know, i just get hurt sometimes when i lend people stuff and they don't even bother reading or watching it.. i mean, when i like something, i'd like to share it with my friends and sigh.... like, can't they keep an open mind???? luckily there still are appreciative people around.

2006-03-18T06:53:00.000-08:00

wow, AAA has a website... www.sakuran-aaa.co.nr

since i'm not intending to go, i wonder what i should write in my excuse letter... maybe i should ask mommy to write it for me.. she knows better. wait, then my effective writing skills would have gone to waste!!! ha ha ha, got B for it, not good not good.

my kor kor's playing ff x-2 now, the monsters are huMONGous... i still like Disgaea more, probably because i can level up like crazy!!

i bought this anime called Angel Links quite a long time but didn't put in effort to watch it... Until now!! its such a nicely-drawn anime with a fast-pace story (for impatient people like me) and its by Sunrise, huh, same company that made gundam seed... oh, but the artist is different, i remember thomas telling me that the creator for seed had an older anime called dead agressor -or something close to that- but it wasn't very popular because it was too sadistic, a character would die every episode, even some main characters too!

2006-03-16T06:42:00.000-08:00

some strange stuff...
this picture's dedicated to ai, who wants to see my little pet tachikoma..

a closer look at its face/head

tachikoma slayed by legolas!! bad legolas! hey,its underside looks like a spider...

this is me telling u where my house is.

2006-03-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

i like my nickname chibimeli....
whoa, watched bleach just now, so sleepy... its a nice anime, i just wish they wouldn't talk so much or read their thoughts out aloud... oh well, its a real jap anime, all that's missing are those H-rated bikini girls... Zzzz....
yasmine says i have to go for a sakuran club meeting tommorrow because i'm part of the committee, i wished...
hmmm, i think i wanna try out the lolita style of dressing. in a weird way, that sounds as though its related to salad dressing...

anyway, there's this awesome shop at far east plaza that sells anime figurines, like La Tendo! its called ToyzQuest or something like that... i'm gonna join their mailing list and become even more broke!
went out with coreen today, tried the fried mars bar, very very yummy. it sounds overwhelmingly disgusting but mmmm, missing it is a sin..

Sigh, i like cosplaying, even for fun... Zzzz... Yesterday, i went for my peppita photoshoot out in my own bedok town park, wee, attracted so many people and insects. shoes fell apart... bangles couldn't fit and thomas had to hold it while i tried to rip my hand out of it.. my eye make-up smudge, i met him 45 mins late, haha...
yeah, what a great day it was.

oh.. i just wish there i would be able to cosplay someone from which the anime/game is likeable (by me) and i like the character too... peppita, hell yeah, i love peppita and her furry friend but star ocean 3 was a bit of a let-down and i've never even finished star ocean 2.. i love my kaolla too but love hina can go overaboard a hell lot of times...
maybe i'll try overload priere from disgaea, haha... but first, i gotta kick her ass and make her join my party first.

2006-03-15T05:53:00.000-08:00

2006-03-01T19:57:00.000-08:00

saw these on charlene's blog... just HAD to try them!

You Are 60% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Jet Atom
Your Superpower is Near-death Experience
Your Weakness is Cowboys
Your Weapon is Your Turbo Stinger
Your Mode of Transportation is Teleporter

What's your Superhero Name?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

You Are 7 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a tempered, reasonable way of thinking.
You tend to take every new idea in, and meld it with your world view.
For you, everything is always changing. Each moment is different.
Your thinking process tends to be very natural - with no beginnings or endings.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are 76% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

2006-02-21T19:59:00.000-08:00

yippie, my rabbit sports jacket is here!! miwitch is sooo totally on time, i wonder how she bugged those people into hurrying up?...

And yay, tomorrow's my last paper, Stats!! cool, stats is so much like A maths, maybe they're cousins and later on, i can dream of taking another awesome module, Calculus! i think its like A maths but with a nicer name...

Schedule for the next 3 days.....

Thursday:
morning - take stats paper.. and pass!(i'd better, or i'll just hang myself..)
early afternoon - go to sunshine plaza to buy comics and NEW* tachikoma model kit!!
late afternoon - head down to PS and meet leong, haven't seen that dude in a long time... Then we can DDR!
early evening - go to cityhall mrt station and pick up jacket from miwitch, probably eat bread with her too, haha! sigh... good...
err, still early evening - go to parco and meet iodoethane for some ordering stuff
after that - GO HOME!

Friday:
morning - meet sam at 10:30am... ugh.. why did i even agree to that, so early...
afternoon - manicure nails, shopping, watch movies, cousin-to-cousin bonding, etc
after that - GO HOME!!

Saturday:
afternoon - collect xbox at funan centre, i wonder if daddy'll let me visit gamescore....
after that - LUNCH.

Another great thing that happened was the creation of oatmeal chocolate chip cookies! haha, even i thought they sounded gross, what more when it comes to tasting them, but they are in fact, very yummy!
korkor and i added in a whole block of butter and a pack of horlicks and the leftover chocolate chips, an odd but surprisingly nice combo.

Ahh, but i think i know why i'm having stomach aches... the oatmeal... ugh....

2006-02-15T18:33:00.000-08:00

why do we feel so depressed and alone at times?

Its 'coz we're freakin' BORED! when we have fun, we never think of how few our friends are or that we're gonna die some day. But when we have nothing to do, our feeble minds begin to wonder about things that are not really what we usually think of, its not wrong but it IS a big waste of time.
i mean, most of the people that go for those psycho therapy things are most often rich, bored people who have nothing better to do. we don't see construction workers or labourers going to see a psychologist, you know why?
Because they don't have money and time to waste, they're busy trying to make a living, to make sure they can pay their bills at the end of the month.

And so, thats why we have hobbies or interests, something like that. its to keep our minds thinking and not worrying about things that do us no good. but i guess there are weird people who enjoy hurting them, weird...

2006-02-15T03:13:00.000-08:00

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i'm selling away my beloved platform shoes.... except for the fact that it was too high and shaky, plus daddy thinking it looks so ah lian, i still like it! But i have to be pragmatic!!! i always thought that word had something to do with pregnancy, hmmm..
a few days ago, kor kor and i baked cookies! No, not just cookies, but cookie bars! every crumb is filled with yummy buttery-ness and 60% of it is actually hershey's semi-sweet chocolate, awesome! i hope i can bake more of it..
a few days later, now i mean, i met up with miwitch at cityhall. she got for me the vivienne westwood pendant, its so pretty! mommy said it looked like the icon for the daily planet in metropolis and while i was wondering to myself why i spent $30 on a necklace with such a weird brand, mommy then told me vivienne was blah blah blah, some really trend-setting designer. Then i said, ok.

2006-02-09T07:17:00.000-08:00

yay, korkor printed the disgaea guide book for me! its completely in black and white but i think its still so pretty! He also bought back cookie mix, chocolate chip and walnut chocolate chip, he can have the walnut chocolate chip cookies all for himself. Bleh...
Today it was my last presentation, which went quite well except that i didn't help much, just acted out as the mouse-button clicker. Of course, this tells me never to go into the food catering business, it really sucks hell unless you're as famous as Pizza Hut. Then again, Pizza Hut started out as a real shop then branched into delivery later on. Wah, i saw their love-berry pizza(something like that) and it looks super yummy.... Must try on sunday while watching my ever-entertaining 3-hour marathon of 'The Nanny'!
Crap, the right shift key isn't working...

Anyway, Samantha's gonna get her o' level results tomorrow, i hope she can get into poly... But she'll be doing nursing, maybe she'll be a fashionable nurse by then... Those kind with thick make-up and ultra mini-skirt.

I saw a chocolate shoe in the Urban newspaper, looks quite groteque but after a while, i think i'll get over it.. Its gorgeous with its purple shine, its nice.

Wah, very tired, i wanna go sleep...

2006-02-02T16:59:00.000-08:00

currently wasting precious life by blogging in school...

sigh, after meeting up with yet another member of sgcafe, i was introduced to even more cool jap stuff. what is it? gothic lolita stuff.
the sweet lolita stuff is really cute but mei hui and xiao ru said it was so girl-girl.. haha, err, aiya, its just lots of lacey, sugary goodness.
i went to judith's friend's shop, haru, i think i blogged about it.. well, the clothes she brings in from japan are totally awesome but i can't fit in any of them!.... even the fluffy skirts....

then, after meeting miwitch, this girl who sells lolita stuff too but doesn't have her own shop, she has loads of lolita accessories for sale. And i wanna buy them!!! but what if i can't fit in them?? or what if i can't find anything to match them with???
sigh.... and i 'think' i prefer harajuku fashion to lolita...

ok, forget that crap. after doing some research, i have realised that the jap seventeen mag and ego system are the best stuff for me. i am SO not into harajuku style anymore, and actually lolita IS part of the harajuku fashion scene.
a small part of me does still feel sad about how jap teens dress but luckily there are still some fashionable ones out there like miki, mana and misa. U go girls!!

2006-01-31T00:19:00.000-08:00

sigh.... korkor finished God of War a few days ago.. though it is really brutal and there are naked girls everywhere with enlarged boobs, God of War makes a nice action game... it has somehow, inspired me and made me realise that M-rated games do make it in the gaming world.
but i'll leave out the monsters with their 'stuff' so plainly visible.

yeah, God of War is kinda like a movie with bloody head-chopping action! Wee!

2006-01-03T03:34:00.000-08:00

I am Fuuchouin Kadsuki.
Which GetBackers Character Are You?

ok, whatever...

thomas recently bugged me, ok, that was yesterday, about blogging. i kept wondering, what on earth can i talk about?
well, i've found my topic. Kuja!

kuja, the love of my life, its not kazuki because i'm not sure whether the getbackers manga's gonna kill him off and i wouldn't want to be worshipping a dead guy. A really cute, dead guy.

from what i can gather, kuja's surname would probably be tribal since he IS zidane's older brother. but why? why on earth does he have the privilege of getting a worshipper like moi? (the power of a crazy fan-girl is limitless)

well, for one thing...

Kuja's flawless! physically, i mean. sounds weird but its true, especially to a fan-girl. he's got beautiful hair that resembles cascading mercury and i totally LOVE his 21-inch waist. his face, quoting from a fanfiction writer,"was chiselled by the hands of the gods...". Now isn't that splendid? If i ever marry him, i'll go into more detail coz' thats all i can see!

he's got killer fashion sense! whoa, those thigh high boots are probably what every jap girl wants! i want them too but i don't think it can even fit at the ankles... And Kuja is practically covered from top to toe but he's still so cool! sephy's like that too but its different!! sephy wears black, black always makes a person look cool. and if not, look like he's going to a funeral.
but anyway, kuja's almost all white except for the boots and he's outshines dagger tenfold! wait, dagger's a girl. oopies, well anyway, i'd like to confirm to KOR KOR that Kuja isn't wearing a skirt! NO NO NO!!

like me, he's got an award-winning laugh that as sticky as an earworm! let me demonstrate... Mwa ha ha ha ha ha! sounds so familiar, doesn't it?

he's a wizard! or maybe a sorceror. nah, he looks really hard-working, he's a wizard. Everyone loves wizards! expecially in a team, an online team. the wizard's always the one dishing out the enemies' asses and handing them back! plus, unlike smelly fighters or fishy thievies, wizards are always clean and nice-smelling... Mmmm .... in ff9, a replica of the medieval ages (until u see airships and genomes) sports civillizations where people bathe maybe once in 2 months!! Eww factor!
Kuja is so totally not one of those bloke... i bet he even conditions his hair and uses facial masks, oooh, cool, we have identical ablutions!

... Kuja's just ALL THAT! AND! important! he doesn't get a sad ending, like how he dies or something. i just hate that kind of stuff. i'd rather have some half-baked all SOO 'mysterious' ending like Flame of Recca and Shaman King than people dying, dying. or the kind where people leave, couples leave, or dreams are left unfulfilled. i was so scared to see midori no hibi conclude with midori never having the courage to speak to seiji.... THANK GOODNESS, she still had some brains left in her to go find him!

fanfiction spreads love... it does. like, i read this extremely funny fanfic about Kuja and the ff9 crew, so funny! it really made me like him a lot more, even though fanfics are just spin-offs. but this spin-off was truly well-written in a way that it seemed Kuja did end up the way he did in that fanfic.
unfortunately, that fanfic was.. erm... yaoi?
but not the hardcore kind, phew... just some graphical details...

Alright! i've made my point.

2005-12-20T05:58:00.000-08:00

ah, i'm so happy! i met judith yesterday and we walked 'round and 'round orchard road until my arm got sore from carry heavy stuff. i visited Haru, this gothic lolita shop and the outfits are totally cute, some are kinda of, erm, how would u say it... girl-girl like?
haa.... i bought a nice white flower head-dress and i still owe her $15.

today, i'm happy again! mei hui and coreen came over for lunch... then i introduced them to my hammies, which i think, coreen fell in love with straight away! and i never knew shido and kitty jr. were the friendlier hammies, i just thought they both were really slow and docile. after exchanging presents, i got mei hui's present!! it was a giant totoro! with a semi-detachable head! i screamed at first but later it just reminded me of happy tree friends and we all started laughing.
i hope mei hui likes my present...

tonight, i was disgusted at how hentai anime can be.... sigh, always making the wrong choices..

2005-12-18T08:24:00.000-08:00

watched 'legally blonde' just now, haha, its so totally one of those pick-me-ups a girl needs some times. well, unless the viewer truly is some boring, ugly, serious person who wants to go to some overly preppy university.

i got to watch a movie with grace on friday! and thank goodness the tickets only cost $8 each... in US its like S$>15... the movie we watched was 'perhaps love' and ugh, i hate stupid endings. in some ways its good because the female lead is this super scrawny girl who can't sing to save her paycheck and takeshi kaneshiro is eew... his voice seems too low and shaky, and there are these times in the movie where you can hear his humming in the background and its VERY annoying.
another sad thing is that he acted like some slut, seducing the girl he loves and later on after he's had a go with her, he leaves. jacky cheung had the best voice but that's cheating! he's a professional singer, of course he's loads better than everyone else!
but hyuck hyuck, grace and i agree he's like this completely disgusting, dirty old man.
its alot like moulin rouge but in chinese. yeah...

yesterday, i baked cookies with kor kor! unfortunately it only worked out well when we both handed the cookie dough to auntie rose to take care of. i liked the cookies alot better than the brownies but the mixing is very strenuous 'coz KOR KOR didn't want to microwave the butter and we had this weird yellow block in the cookie batter.
I can see it now.... Korkor, the househusband...
well, that's just another day in the adventurous life of moi....

2005-12-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

for some strange reason, xiao ru becomes totally different at night. we were discussing the facts when i concluded that she changes from a pig to a were-pig. a very fascinating discovery also because she doesn't need the full moon to transform, its a daily thing.

sad, yesterday, it dawned on me that amirah and i have drifted apart. well i haven't, its amirah. So sad, she was the one to introduce me to para para and cosplay. sigh, does it have to end this way?
why can't i keep this friend? i mean, i've have everyone else but she's different. but even when i told her that, she was cold and said i changed. well, i did tell her that it seems she doesn't take me seriously. there are so many people i know, why does it have to be amirah that has to leave my side? i know we both belong to the world of weirdness, but hers and mine are different kinds of weirdness. i think i'm too free. but... neither do i want to ignore the coming of something really bad, something that i think i could have stopped if i weren't so ignorant. i know that because unless i bug a person to hell, they'll forget me and as freya says, being forgotten is worse than death.

yesterday night was really a blow to me and i was so pissed off until this morning when i had to rush off to study for stats. maybe i'm just too darn free. that's why i'm imagining things, yeah, i should just resume drawing!!

it really felt nice going to school because there's this nice, fuzzy feeling around my friends that makes life...nice. grr, my grammar variety sucks hell!!! but i'm sure you get the point. we finished the bulk of the online research project and xiao ru and i make a great team. i found out.
honestly, without her, i would have been stoning in the e-plaza until the day ends. but we accomplished so much together, its like mixing and exploding before concocting the perfect formula.

i still awe in the amazement that i've ended up where i wanted and i'm happier than ever. except for the amirah thing. but everything else, its like how you work hard for something you don't know, except that its powerful and great. i wanna do that for my poly life too, so when i work, i'll achieve a kind of happiness many times more marvelous than now.

2005-12-11T22:39:00.000-08:00

for the crappy crap i had to go through just to get my peppita costume done for EOY.... it was totally worth it!
i'll never want to miss any major cosplay event, if i died, my spirit'll still be there.

time to prepare for next year as... dokuro-chan! mwa hahahaha!
but where am i gonna get a baseball bat?

2005-12-07T01:10:00.000-08:00

eeew, yesterday, i found out how creepy lawrence can be... i mean, the jerk was stalking us!
when we at food junction, he went to sit at the table next to us, i quickly gobbled up my chicken cutlet and the girls and i went off. we were walking across the blocks and suddenly while i was talking to xiao ru, he ran up to us and said "hello!"
normally, i'd reply but that was so freaky! why? coz i kept looking back when we left the food court, to make sure he didn't follow us... Nothing there, five seconds later, "hello!"

.... he actually ran just to catch up with us.....

later on, mei hui was making her animal jokes again and we kept laughing, then...
he was outside the tutorial hall...
the guy started bugging mei hui about what was so funny and that she should tell him too, blah blah blah, eew! As if they've even talked before! we try to save ourselves by going into the tutorial room but its still occupied! lawrence followed us, which is a normal thing, because its almost tutorial time. argh, i can't fault him for that, damn...

thats when i say, "ok.. let's go to the toilet.."
the girls agree and we hurry off, and he actually came along!
i think that if he were a girl, he'd be trailing us everywhere!! mei hui called sharon and quan yi for help, quan yi err, came to our rescue? yeah..

i don't know what's gone wrong inside that cranium of his, but the jerk's behaviour's instilling fear in us and i hate that! i like poly, and now some desperate weirdo is ruining everything!
.......
......
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2005-11-28T04:06:00.000-08:00

uh...
like omg, last week at internet blah blah blah tutorial, we learned about htmls and i made my very own website! In pink! And a hell lot of black too. oh, i can't wait for more of those lessons!! but typing the codes are tedious and very confusing, like how some codes have to be in caps and some have to be in american english.
uh... american english... tabitha pang comes to my mind.

today during lunch at food junction, mei hui took a picture of xiao ru's head and called it Beijing 101, haha!! it definitely does NOT sound funny now, but it kept me laughing after we finished lunch, went to 5th and 1st floor to find coms until i got asthma. AHAHAHA! damn, i wish i knew how to transfer pictures from the hp to the com, etc etc.

oooooh, judith's back in sg again! i gotta meet her one day...

EOY is driving me insane, first my props and shoes aren't even 0.01% existent and now i didn't get the coupons at the registration booth! luckily when i told amirah that, she was half-asleep and was too tired to err, scream?

2005-11-11T06:16:00.000-08:00

my ear itches and today, i met kor kor's girl friend. oooh, she looks really different from when i saw her picture in korkor's handphone.
anyway, the afterthought of kujibiki unbalance is really strong and so... i've dropped Lamune and Rozen Maiden... both are boring and their male leads are SOOO ugly! shinku is really cute and lolita-ish but that annoying Kun spoils everything! Lamune... errr, forgotten...

2005-11-11T00:24:00.000-08:00

ahh, i watched kujibiki unbalance!! only 3 episodes and, and its perfect! i can't wait for the rest of it to be released, or do i really have to watch genshiken too??

2005-10-31T04:53:00.000-08:00

today was a day of laughter, laughter and more laughter. amirah-chan came over and i couldn't believe it when she told me what sugee cookies are made of. but then, nothing yummy is ever healthy and so i shared my oreo cheesecake recipe with her, giving a slab of it to amirah-chan as lunch.
i think i'll cosplay dokuro-chan for the next cosplay after EOY. sigh, jmd this week has upset me again. damnation, damnation!

oh well, good people out there, enjoy deepavali.

2005-10-18T03:53:00.000-07:00

my new nyp teachers are sooo weird.
anyway, i got back to mei yin and she's alright! she even had the time to draw out a short drow joke featuring drizzt, liriel and pharaun. as usual, mei yin made pharaun really handsome... oh well, i like him too besides drizzt.
i also realised yesterday that the neverwinter nights story took place more than 20 years after bruenor claimed mythril hall which was really really long ago.

while thinking(something i rarely do) some time back on the bus, i kept telling myself i was some oddball introvert with ants for friends. but then i started recalling all the nice things my friends did for me and that warm fuzzy feeling of love hugged me like a fine woolly sweater. i guess its also coz i got to listen to that song 'what a wonderful world'

haaaaahh, i am so warm and fuzzy right now.

2005-10-15T05:57:00.000-07:00

yay, i'm so happy today!! its like, JMD was passable! that buck-tooth bitch selphie n fat ass gin were sooo totally ignored by me, mwa hahahahahahaha!
i hope i can make it into the committee so that 3 years from now, i'll have much more to write about in my resume!! adam was scary and radiating that aura of extra-ness as usual but he's easily the best junior dancers among all of us. yasmine continues to intrigue me with her knowledge in the japanese language but the tone and fluency is still....NOT there. yeah, at the beginning i was like, what? then after 5 secs of processing, i understood her.

amirah's making samosas... how come she never gives any to me???

i'm thinking of joining the community service club. Ahahahahahahahahaha! it sounded stupid at first coz all 4 years in dunman sec i've loathed CIP but now.. well, as usual, mei hui preached to me about my good deeds would be noticed, i think its finally gotten into me... more stuff to write in my resume!!!!

sigh, i haven't practised drawing for some days now.. school's starting and i can't wait to see my classmates! err, me hopes..

2005-10-14T04:46:00.000-07:00

i wonder what happened to mei yin...

i feel the adrenaline...

in my neverwinter nights game, i finally became a red dragon disciple!! its sooo coool, u'll get a breath weapon, higher hit die, some random ability score boost too!

2005-10-08T09:35:00.000-07:00

i feel like a complete lesbian right now and a few hours too 'coz i wanna start a Yasmine shrine where fanatic devotees can worship the greatness of Yasmine! she is soo totally cool and perfect for dancing hip-hop, but i just keep wondering why she likes to ward me off with her nails everytime i try to come close, ahaha!
this morning, i realised JMD's full of politics and its gonna be bloody difficult for me to become president. i was like, damn that lynette, why did she have to be the popular one? and i thought she was such a nice girl... well anyway, she got to hang out with the seniors and sucked up to them. or is it that she's really nice so everyone wants to stay near her?? WEH! it sucks to not be able to read minds!

the japanese fair was very small and where are all the japanese people??? there was cute stuff though, especially for otakus. heh heh heh... and when it was getting late, i was thinking, "haha, u JMD crabs, my house is like, SOOOOOO nearby." by then amirah had gone home, it was at most a ten minutes walk. the venue's tampines east community centre.
during the mini kohaku, i got scolded by mr. ota for sleeping.. what's his deal??? i can't help but succumb to the suckiness of that singaporean singer. and besides, lynette, mel, amirah and yasmine were laughing away and they didn't get scolded! grrrr, prejudice... Prejudice....
lynette had this ultra cute mp3, brand name speed from japan... its greeen and had a plastic coverings but i insisted it was clothes. for $200, 500++ mb and along with a sleek silver chain to wear the mp3 as an accessory, its a steal. she also said the sound effects were better than that of a creative mp3, so i went "oh..."

tonight, after realising what a pain my bro can be, i changed my perspective on JMD... meeee realised that life is truly suffering so what can be worse other than not trying with utmost effort???? mark my words, you JMD bitches, i WILL be president. then.... MWA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2005-09-29T20:13:00.000-07:00

you know, its a really weird feeling being able to wake up in the morning at 8 plus then freshen up a little to not bang onto unsuspecting objects. later on, at 9am with cereal you switch on the tv and voila! its saiyuki reload gunlock! followed by midori no hibi!
its sooo awesome to be able to watch quality anime in the morning on a weekday, i wonder if people in japan get to enjoy this... guess so, there's a few channels dedicated to anime 24/7 just like animax!
the only annoying thing's that the subtitles are in chinese n the dubbing is suicidal!!

2005-09-28T02:44:00.000-07:00

today, i'll report about non-sad stuff. like how, last week, leong and i tried playing guilty gear but it all summed up to him smacking all the buttons silly. i didn't feel that sad when we lost coz i got to see so many hot guys! at the beginning leong said they were easy wins coz the animation was stupid, my mind was like "yeah, stupid but cute... heh heh.."

and TOday, after our usual ddr session, i saw this guy that didn't look quite like a guy... leong suggested that maybe he was trying to be f4's vanness. the gayness of his name struck fear into me and he carried it off pretty well. later on, he played freestyle hardmode for parapara and well, he reminded me of bartop dancers. REJECTED bartop dancers. oh well, life's always showing us eye-bleeding things.

2005-09-26T03:14:00.000-07:00

the sadness in my heart is slowly filling up... why? why do we always get attention from the wrong people? why can't the people we like notice how hard we try to please them?
but whatever i say could apply to the people we have ignored for so long, though its inevidable that we truly hate them!!! like cockroaches!! why do they keep coming to me???!

went out with zalifah today... we watched brothers grimm, nice movie and all. later on, i got plagued by a huge headache and couldn't enjoy the benefits of having a shopping buddy!!

sigh... kazuki got his hair chopped off... i know, i know, atleast it wasn't his head but its still no consolation.. i also found out that there's a mosque hidden somewhere behind heeren, far from civilization (annoying traffic jams) ...

listening to harmonia now, so nice..............

can you hear me?

the sky is limitless and blue
the sea is endlessly large
to you, please remain smiling or else I’ll cry
you don’t have to look around now
because everyone are in these hands
wanting to cry, wanting to run
if you forget happiness then sing
light was born and dark was born, the two is together
feeling harmonia, telepathy
the cloud is white and drifts aimlessly
the rain isn’t black and crying anymore
when you look up, you’ll notice that single line
someday, the heart calls hallelujah
the wren that searches for an unchanging song
can you see that we’re all connected with an unseen thread?

feeling lonely, at the brim of being alone
if you’re buried, close your eyes and sing
even if we’re apart, on that same land,
under that mistletoe
feeling harmonia, telepathy
can you hear me?
to that dreamer, with love
I will deliver happiness to wherever so sing
if you forget happiness then sing
light was born and dark was born, the two is together
the final harmonia, telepathy
can you hear me?

2005-09-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

i just realised that the only other song i can sing besides majulah singapura is melodies of life.

bah, i should just forget i ever posted that nonsense. the only reason why we think of such things is because we're too free. if singapore was under attacked by alien invaders who power their space crafts with our human blood, i assure all of you who suffer from neglection and depression would still be thinking the same way... i know the first person or people that will worry me would be my parents, coz they're the ones who are there when friends dump all their entrails on me.

at the beginning and at the end, we will always be alone. when we venture into the afterlife, we are alone. So better get used to it now!

2005-09-22T20:21:00.000-07:00

watched tsukuyomi moon phase, eew, that guy is a bloody pedophile! i mean, the little girl being a wretched slut is soo passe and can be forgiven, but, but.. A grown man getting charmed by her? Gross! even if she did use her vampire powers to seduce him, he should at least have some moral dignity left in him to refuse that flat-chested brat!

today i watched sousei no aquarion. i was prepared to get bored to death like when i (was forced to )watched full metal panic: the 2nd raid and gundam seed... but i was wrong! surprisingly for a mech anime, the music composer wasn't deaf! and luckily for me, the creators weren't fans of H stuff and pedophiles! Yippie.

and actually i don't mind H stuff, as long as the couple's the same age. like dokuro and sakura, sakura's an worrywort & he gets tempted too easily but at least he's as young as dokuro-chan! bah, why i am saying all this?? oh yeah, coz i saw this primary school girl dressed like a slut but her mom's perfectly normal.

i discussed this pressing issue with leong yesterday and he made me realise, i'm not them, i don't have bothered about that kind of rubbish. so i said yah, i shouldn't be so concerned over these wannabe-sluts. Peace...

in japan's world of young fashion, tight 3/4 pants are no longer in style and so are those repulsive mini-sized jackets. yay!

2005-09-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

like OMG! i feel so bimbotic right now but the important thing is that 'fashion police' is soo cool! i mean, there was this casually-dressed girl in an office and the fashion police came to give her a make-over! it was totally awesome and absolutely interesting, like, i can't believe that a lime green jacket goes well with a bright pink top, of course adding khaki baggy pants.
i am SOOOO gonna do that when presentation time comes. who ever said office wear could only be black and white? oh yeah, my teacher... bah, buncha' fashion flops.
wee, entertainment tv channel is in!

2005-09-21T09:43:00.000-07:00

over a handful of eons, the human race has managed to spread like a plague. but unfortunately, unlike the plague, we can't be controlled. because of this, i believe, there are many individuals with odd personalities and yet inside, they all react the same way in unpleasant or over pleasant circumstances. this leads to the creation of the word "why?".

okaaay, that may not be the correct origin but suits me anyhow. So!... every time something baffles us, we are like,"why?" Why do people do the stupid things that they do? Why is a grown man playing with a brand new PSP while his poor son tugs at his pants for the same attention his dad is giving to the PSP? Why do i always keep seeing lizards scrambling across the walls? Why am i always coughing? Why isn't my torrent stuff downloading at the speed of light like zhi hao's?

i don't know and won't bother to find out more, these are questions that are trivial. But ahhhh, every mega crisis starts from the smallest of our actions and gestures, going unnoticed until its too late. why does it keep recurring? crud.. used why again....

i will never know, because i never know i was supposed to know.. So yeah, moving on...

i bought the kira cushion today! Sooo cute, but quite hard. went to check out art friend if they had sand paper and they did! there was also acrylic, styroform, blah blah and blah. isn't that a nice surprise?.. the only thing i have to worry about now would be whether i have a bench vice to secure the acrylic, daddy would never buy something like for me. but anyway, in all those shows that have woodshops or basements similar to that, the ending can be quite grosteque. (even by MY standards)

no AAA this week... i kinda missed AAA more than JMD, which is weird coz i didn't like AAA at first. Heh heh, maybe AAA really is what i've been waiting for all my CCA life. something slacky but interesting. :)

2005-09-18T10:16:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wished i were dokuro-chan, then i could smash the brains out of people who are too arrogant to forgive the newbie-ness of others. i mean, do ALL non-asian people think we live in third-world countries? where we pick our noses and have proper toilets to flush? Geez, racism is as rampant as my hair...

anyway, racism is like poverty, it'll never leave.

read icewind dale today, it was great. Nice, short and sweet narration. i wonder why it doesn't make headlines like harry potter... its like, so totally better and the humour doesn't drag from paragraph to paragraph. but darn, i'm not getting the new series coz i haven't read davinci's code yet.

yesterday night, mommy was oogling over patty hou and her ultra shiny dress. oh man! that mid-autumn festival celebration was sooo boring i was surprised mommy stayed awake to watch through the whole thing. there was this china girl singer who was tan with a horsey-long face and even though i thought her fringe was nice, it didn't suit her at all.
before that, we were at parco and i got to hold a PSP!!! Weh.... it'll be eons till i get one and by then, tales of eternia'll be gone... why isn't it in english??? they had the engrish version for ps1, why not PSP???
hopefully the price drops or the sellers provide better product-bundles in the few months to come... heh heh heh...

one weird reason for mua up so late is coz i'm downloading kamichu. stupid thing better be worth watching.

read in the new paper so conveniently in front of me that the maid victim's name is jane. i hope the news about her husband isn't true... there was also an article about this middle-aged man who married this elderly lady old enough to his mother. they looked really in love but isn't there something called commitment too??? oh well...

gone to the airport today and bought lots of cute japanese snacks like instant spagetti mentaiko!!! and instant caramel popcorn!!!

on saturday, leong got a pink balloon for me while we walked to NYC and it kept smacking us in the face! jojo didn't mind the balloon in class coz he liked balloons and he liked pink. this sec2 girl whom i STILL keep forgetting to ask whats her name drew his face on the balloon and converted it to our personal punching bag, haha!

2005-09-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

i think grace is sucha nice big sister...
And FF7:AC is out... but so expensive, its like trying to glaze or solder your wallet with a solder bit instead of the usual burning thing.

oh, i finally remembered so enough crap... I PASSED! i passed all 6 of my modules!! Yippie! Later on, at 11:30am i'll be meeting mei hui for a yummy buffet at Suki Sushi!! ....Coz we BOTH passed our exams!! Sigh, it's great to be me.

leong, well, has always been smsing me since the day we met and this was one of those many times when he said something funny: I pushed myself with 3 max2 and 2 extreme games today and now my right foot hurts. ....BWA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA!!

ok ok, we should move on before he comes to flame me... Today's updates as a D&D adventurer, my henchman died 3 times, familiar 2 times and summoned monster 1 time. but Tomi is sooooo cute!! he's the cutest halfling i've known besides rumblebelly regis, haha... damn... why did i pick to be a male sorcerer? >.< oh yeah, coz all the girls looked super ugly...

2005-09-13T04:59:00.000-07:00

i visited kor kor at the hospital today, was so puffed out that i ended up sleeping on his bed instead while he took a chair. As usual, nodwick continues to poke fun of the D&D world... Some claims made were pretty much contradictions, like dwarves being able to crack jokes, elves are the perfect straight men, halflings flooding the adventurer's mind with endless jokes and orcs that want help from you but always know they'll betray you later on. i wish i knew more people who played D&D, though stereo-typicals usually label it as some cult or crud like that.

with my ever zealous mp3 player, i annoyed this old lady sitting next to me on the bus by playing Gesshouku Grand Guignol...

2005-09-11T21:26:00.000-07:00

OMG, the getbackers LJ is sooo funny! where on earth do they come up with all those jokes and crap like that? Sigh, its always a welcoming place where one can laugh out loud until they fall off their chairs and roll on the floor crying. OK, stuff related to that >>> i finally got the super cool dubbed version of the getbackers dvd from best denki, that unnamed guy there rocks! he called me persistantly when the new stock of anime dvds came!! err, i think i had 3 missed calls until i felt my butt vibrate. or was it my bag? hmmm... anyway, the dvd i got at the Anime House wasn't as good as the dubbing was hilariously lousy!! they translated Ban's name as Fan, hahahahaha!!!!
but OMG again!! i saw a Kira cushion at KKnM for $20.40!! i must consult higher powers on whether to purchase it...

and as i have read, from my previous entry... i have realised that maybe i am not a killjoy, its just that life is never greener on the other side. like when i went for AAA last last week, i made a new friend called ming ni, she's so funny! she reminds me of mei yin coz i thought she was a first year student too, haha... and i found out how old mei yin is, heh heh... but i guess women above 20 never reveal their age. Oops, ahahahaha!
and the events that happened during JMD past 2 weeks went well for me coz selphie's sucha... Ugh, its like she blatantly ignores me! i hope i meet her dentist and yank all of her ugly buck teeth out with my trusty pliers!

and again, i can't believe there was a cosplay event yesterday!! why don't people tell me these things!?

last week for me was like grace overload, its like i kept going out with her. oh well, jc friends are usually too busy on weekdays to do anything together. and i'm booked on weekends so that leaves out a lot of options. but i got to play neverwinter nights!! its so funny, good old chibi-chan and tomi got to massacre the enemy before i could even cast magic missile. No wait, i didn't even catch a glimpse of the enemy, its like your companions are enemy magnets or something...
i read the Icewind Dale Trilogy!! Drizzt is sooooo cute!! and his pet kitty too!! i like the way salvatore writes his stuff, its simple to imagine yet every detail is still very alive and vivid. to me, colfer's descriptions are perpetually undecipherable... the pain of reading artemis fowl stories, but the dialogue is still witty and arty is the ultra cool guy harry'll never be. Maybe its 'coz he's super smart and kn0ws not to act stupid. the way arty controls himself not to be childish and instead, fuming silently is soooo cute!!!

Sigh, that's that for now. Currently working on my peppita bangles...

2005-08-29T07:53:00.000-07:00

this is what i have to say for my CCAs. Damn them...

the anime section showed naruto, legends, full metal panic, azumanga daioh and club-to-death dokuro chan. oh man, dokuro chan was the worst. its like south park but a lot more gross coz the drawings are really cute until they get nasty. i thought it was funny at the beginning but later on, i've no idea why everyone was laughing. its got that cold, annoying type of humor that really isn't funny, atleast to me. EEEwww, the agony of sitting there for 1 and 1/2 hour watching that.
actually, on the first day it had gone pretty well. we all got a nice room where there were chairs and tables for everyone so we all sat down and drew whatever we liked. i never saw my chibi drawing of squall again....

but well, i think every cca seemed really fun when i didn't show up. like last wednesday when i was busy studying, everyone got to draw again. then, for the japanese music and dance cca... everyone learned new hip-hop moves, there was cake and seniors finally set up a para para club. ARGH, see? i'm like some event-killer or something close to that.

2005-08-25T20:48:00.000-07:00

just finished watching south park - good times with weapons.. haha, it was so funny!
man, south park never fails to entertain me and brighten up my day. i recently viewed this anime called club-to-death dokuro-chan, eeewwwww...... its funny(i think) in a super sick way. i mean, every other episode this dumb guy with a gay name sakura dies because of his guardian angel dokuro-chan.
geez, its just an RA version of love hina or something, and i LIKE love hina. damn, if an anime is not full of boobs and geeks bumping into them then getting massacred for it, then everything's about cold jokes... *shudder *shudder...
sigh, its good to have animes like getbackers and azumanga daioh. the first 20 episodes of naruto was so FUNNY!! even if it wasn't supposed to be funny, i still found it funny!!! i hope the rest of the episodes are gonna be just as great!
hopefully by today, i can get the bells i wanted.

2005-08-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

sigh, i really need a break. to be away from someone...

Anyway! natsu matsuri was a surprise to me, a nice big surprise! haha, like what danny said before, when there's natsu matsuri people i've never seen before'll start popping out of nowhere claiming they're from JMD. Sooooo true.

i saw a lot of people from SGcafe over at Natsu Matsuri, i didn't know they were so united, cool! and i saw that guy that cosplayed as fayt. darn, i forgot to ask for his name... all i know's that he's from TP, taking some super rare course of study.

today, it was stats... oh, for the love of-.... Just when i started liking stats, it had to BACKSTAB me!! curses, i think i'll need to take the supplementary paper. well, nothing else to say...

2005-08-16T10:36:00.000-07:00

http://cedmedia.ntu.edu.sg/gallery/displayimage.php?pos=-12589
vote for my brother's video, make it 5 stars.
ok, onto pressing issues. I do NOT know if my blogskin is old or shitty or whatever. if AN YONE doesn't like it, they can go fuck themselves. i'll be happy with that.

on a lighter note, i'm going to the summer festival! i hope there's food, can't wait for the goldfish catching!!

2005-08-09T21:27:00.000-07:00

yay, i have a com again! finally updated the acquaintances sections....
and i found this super cool live journal all about getbackers stuff and they KNOW about the manga so the website isn't dead yet.
a few weeks ago, shizuoka gakuen students came to NYP and i got paired up with this girl called kawaguchi mana. she's so thin and matured-looking, but after changing into p.e attire all of them were so cute!! the two ponytail thing is still fashionable to them, thank goodness. i ended up asking miki lots of weird questions like "were you a ganguro?" and "is your school skirt really that short?" and she knows about takuya kimura or kimura takuya as they say it. one thing i observed was that they wear more than 1 shirt, haha! no wonder they're the trendsetters, argh!!! i like miki's bag alot! it looked as though it had the same doggy prints as the ones on the harrods' bags, why can't I get a cute bag like that????
the next day, which was a sunday, they went to orchard road with Amirah! boo hoo hoo... i was stuck with homework. oh well, as usual i felt jealous that the jap people didn't remember me. but on the otherhand, its sucha contradiction 'coz sometimes i don't want to be remembered but sometimes i do.

i think i should videotape the stuff i do for an entire day and review it, like whether i sit up straight or accidentally pick my nose, etc...
happy birthday, singapore.
ok, that was weird. anyway... the term is ending soon, like in a few weeks.

now, something irrelevant. asakura yoh is so cute! he works hard so that later on in life, he can relaz and laze around. haha, that makes sense to me! i thought faust was quite cute, until he hurt Manta!!! Jerk! no one hurts manta!!! oddly, faust has the same power as genjuro(hopefully, thats how its spelt, haven't seen flame of recca in a LONG time), the one where u can stick your fingers into another person's body. it would be appropriate for a dirty old man, but not some young blond guy! Reid's got the same dark eye circles as him and good advice has told me never to put purple lipstick on a guy, especially if he's pale and depraved-looking.

to be optimistic, i shouldn't think about project work anymore even though i'll have to deal with it again next semester. and i think Anna is SOOOO cute. her annoyed look and deep voice go well together, haha!

oh, and if i never seem to be online, its true. But only because i have no internet access at the moment. and even if i do, its only for a freakin'ly short while!!!!

2005-07-30T09:21:00.000-07:00

oooh, i'm a shaman now...
hah, haven't posted here in such a long time...
i can't believe i was gonna miss blogging, even though it can be such a pain in the ass to write stuff. anyway, i found this cool webbie that's all about get backers...stuff. yes, my weird obsession with get backers continues, and today i'm gonna get myself the new get backers book 11! hopefully...
and for all people to always ask me about how's poly life... its GREAT! it doesn't suck like jc life so stop asking me that!! and i'd like to confirm that poly can be difficult too inspite of all those strange rumors that it's all project work. yeah, sure.. it may be project work, but there's also presentations! and there's a peer evaluation form to make sure you don't slack off in your group otherwise your party members'll maim you when they write in that form. and also, i do NOT get to wear what i want in poly, and i have final exams to take as well. like, every semester?

.... feel alot bettter now.
on a lighter note, i watched shaman king today and anna's so cute!! she's got such a cute voice, i wonder why leong doesn't really like her?... yup, shaman king is worth a watch, and the main character's sucha slacker like many of us.

2005-07-25T18:03:00.000-07:00

weh, i took a friend test and i found that i'm not a good friend!!!! that is so annoying....
bleh, that test must have been so inaccurate!

2005-07-23T20:22:00.000-07:00

ahh, so busy.. but yesterday was so fun!! i got to meet japanese exchange students and they are super slim. i also found out why they are such trend-setters, my partner was wearing a big shirt, another big shirt, a jacket, pants and she didn't look fancy at all. its so simple but complicated, what a paradox... her name's kawaguchi mana and amirah's partner is miki, can't remember her surname.. we talked to miki more 'coz she sat with us for lunch. i tried asking her about almost everything i could think of, like if she knew morning musume, was a ganguro, played para para and amirah made me ask her if she liked takuya kimura. miki seemed to be enjoying only the rice for her chicken rice, haha!
mr. oda said seeing a roasted or steamed whole chicken may scare off the japanese students since they've never seen stuff like that before. i was like, yeah.. i think the chickens look funny 'coz i'm so used to it.
so tired, blog a little more later..

2005-07-16T09:27:00.000-07:00

At times like these, i wished i listened to daddy and had gone on a diet. i apologise, kaolla fans! oh well, at least we all know now that kaolla should never gain an extra 10kg, get black hair and become pale-skinned.
sigh.. a murderer versus kendo girl motoko from love hina.. bah, they look like a fitting pair anyway. Mmmm, i wonder if the masked cosplayer's a girl or guy.... imagine all the people she/he could scare on the bus or at night??!!

i know, i know... fayt's got black hair and albel's a little tan but who cares? They're so cool! it was so funny, amirah and i were bugging the fayt cosplayer to let us see albel. And he called him and said he went out for lunch! but later we found him and got their picture taken!
and i bet they're from NYP too, but the fayt guy is more recognisable... Hmmmm.

2005-07-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

i know this sounds crazy but i can't stop admiring the 2 guys that cosplayed as fayt and albel at cosfest!! the albel guy is SOOO daring!! i salute him! and what's even more cool is that they're from NYP too! but me thinks they are seniors, coz i'll never actually seen them before even though they look suspiciously familiar.
today, i had my access test. PHEW.... goooooood thing its all over now... i can't believe mei kee cried because of access, though she did remind me of myself during prelims last year. but that was a LOT worse... oh, what can i say? i still think after a good cry, she seemed as cute and brown as ever. haha, that sounds like gracee.
tomorrow, i will be doing what i've always hated, econs project... like, YAWN.... i guess jc people have it harder since they have cram all that garbage into their wee brains in 1 and 1/2 years. heh heh, i get 3 years! i think..
mei hui told me about my supposedly favourite module, international marketing. sounds nice right? well, it made all the students who took it repeat an entire semester. annoying... but it sounds soooooooo coool!
n in JMD, there's this army guy who used to be in NYP and when he was counting the beat for us. he sounded hell lot like those foreign exercise videos. my president's Steeeeeeeeeeeeve and his good friend, the VP is Merlion! mmmmm, i hope i get to be president too.... but i think to be president, one has to be good at dance.. And they have to be popular and likeable.
went out with leong just now to the arcade! damn, he's improved! instead of me impressing him, he changed it! ARRRRGGGHHHH, why are there so many people better than me???! he told me about this alien movie called stuff and how the deep meaning of it actually tells us.... Not to eat snacks, it was filmed during the UFO craze and when 30% of US people were fat. Whoa, that's already a lot of space taken, haha! he also told me about lots of nice manga that i wish i could read except that i SUCK at chinese and that sucks even more! HAHAHA, i'm an english helicopter!
oh yeah, i saw the cover for get backers book 30 and kazu-chan is there!!! sadly, jubei, sakura, toshiki and some other funny guy is there too... argh... anyway, his team is called FUGA and yeah, it sounds almost like the F word. ok, ANYWAY, i think i mistook sakura for a guy or something when i read the japanese version in january. OMG! i hope get backers doesn't end!! i mean, flame of recca was getting really passe after book 15 and judith told me naruto isn't as exciting as before but i'm not gonna let that happen to get backers!
its a story about 2 (dumb) guys who are retrievers and there's no end to that. and haha, i didn't know that what himiko and akaBUNNY are doing is actually illegal. they're both underground transporters or something like that.... well, its cute to me and that's good enough! i just wish there weren't that many boobs lying around, especially hevn's.........................................................

2005-07-11T03:06:00.000-07:00

hey, did anyone go for cosfest on sunday?
it was so cool, i met some star ocean 3 characters and some of my NYP seniors as cosplayers. chibi-judith and her sis were there too, and her sister really doesn't look like her at all, haha! also got to stuff a banana into steve's mouth, heh heh heh, i'm gonna be JMD's president as soon as he leaves... and gross, he bit amirah's sword and we could see the teeth marks on the plastic blade. there were lots of gothic lolitas too, some are cute but most are scary. my friend calls them vision bands or something like that because all they want is attention. haha, sounds so annoying.
whoa, if i ever see anyone cosplaying kuja, i'd salute them! unless whoever it is looks really creepy but you definitely need the guts to wear what he does, haha! i would also like to cheer for the skinny guy who cosplayed as albel! you rock! what kinda guy would dare to wear a skirt and super high boots??? Only cosplayers!!! WEE!!!
and strangely though, i bought over priced get backers mechandise and i'm so glad!! i didn't think they'd sell anything besides naruto stuff, which was practically flooding the tables.
and i think i accidentally made one of my senior mad because i smacked her yuna staff with fayt's sword. she cosplayed as lumiere and yuna, her yuna stuff amounted to around $300+++
ooops, hahaha. and believe it or not, her name's Selphie and she DID cosplay as Selphie before, it sounds so cute right?
sadly, SOME people i asked DIDN'T come to Cosfest. they had better have a valid reason... like nicole, atleast her reason was that her meeting ended at eight so there was no possible way for her to come all the way from aljunied to pasir ris in time for cosfest.
well, all in all, it was enjoyable and super hot. haha, sweat sweat sweat...

2005-07-04T23:23:00.000-07:00

beckam's in NYP? ahahahahaha!
i wonder if my classmates are gonna see him...

2005-06-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

i can't believe it! the busiest week of my poly life is during my break!!
the CCAs were amazingly contradicting, except for photography, it was already a let-down even before i went for the orientation camp, hahaa..
cheerleading was so fun, everyone's soooo nice! and they accepted me willingly, sob* sob*... but i think its because they have too little people and they'll need all the new recruits they can get. my senior, angel, said the club will be appealing to change the uniforms and maybe even the name! oh well, vespers does sound a little weird.
the sakuran japanese club wasn't exactly the great haven i visioned it out to be, sigh... maybe my expectations were too high and i thought everyone would know about anime instead of just naruto, gundam seed, bleach, etc.. i mean, like what kor kor, they're just a bunch of posers. i feel bad, now i know how all those stupid j-rockers feel when THEY complain about j-rock posers. i apologise, all fakey, sadistic but true j-rockers, it really sucks to hear about poser talk. Eeeewwww....
and its not that i hate naruto, i mean, EVERYONE loves naruto, its so cute! but those cheap assholes who support naruto think they know all about anime, it makes me sick.
oh yeah, today, i learned useful sign language, shit! sign language is like, so totally awesome and cool. but when meihui was demonstrating it to me, this old lady nearby thought i was mute or deaf and she sighed.
right.....

2005-06-16T08:51:00.000-07:00

bloggie, today i visited sammie and his house incredibly far from here. star ocean 3 seemed like some miracle xbox rpg game with its fine-tuned graphics, ahhh..... hmmm, still haven't managed to sell off his xbox, do people really hate the xbox? (i hope!!!)
heh heh, so the newspaper IS full of no-good, slimy propaganda! oh and, kor kor has discovered my blog and made fun of it in his blog, grrr. oh well, there's always that freedom of speech thing.
sigh, i met some of eiko's friends the other day and i'm GLAD i didn't join in DMD, in my opinion. to put it in most unoffensive way, there's some backbiting going around. to be frank, OMG those are b*tches! and to think i thought i was one...

i am still confused... what does it mean to be childish? the only thing i know is that wearing cute stuff does not mean you're childish, you're just fashionable but no one wants to admit it. ahhh, i love my furry pink leg warmers... thanks, my wonderful AF0502 girls, u're the best!^^

and darn it! i still DO NOT know how to open my locker!!! turn right, turn left, blah blah blah, it doesn't work! oh well, there's always lockers.com.sg hahahhaha

oh and star ocean is trying me nuts. i've seen warcraft: DoTA and its so pretty, battle for middle-earth and i fell asleep. ahaha, and sammie's mom cooks great fried noodles!

and guess what? photography's full of geeks and weirdos but i did managed to make friends with 2 girls. they were so nice!!

2005-06-13T21:29:00.000-07:00

so tired... but of course not too tired enough to write in a new entry. marketing project and microecons project not going too well, haha, our POM questionaire needs a total revamp.
in the free-access lab now, yes, i'm abusing the free and wonderful computers available here to blog.
i have inspiration but i need more!!! its so confusing being a mangaka upstart, too little skills and too much unused space on my manga paper. hmmmm, talked to mei hui just now, she didn't really seem fine and i think i pissed her off even more when i told her i'd chop off her legs if she continued saying i was lame. geez, that is so annoying...
mei yin has comforted me by informing me that even though my course of study is blatantly boring, i may be amirah's boss one day!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
charlene has a bag full of cheers snacks. In FRONT of me. i wanna get it too, but there's a ddr budget i'm suppose to have. save $#### everyday on food and spend it on ddr.

yeah, now i remember! i ate a lovely chicken pie on saturday!! it was so yummy and it was super big and when you slice it through, the contents ooze out deliciously. its called Don's Pie, located near china square. the crust is fat and flaky, the meat is tender and peppered.... there's a black pepper version of the chicken pie but i think i should stay away from that.

sigh, i haven't watched madagascar yet and its supposed to be so funny, how unfair. actually, i don't even know WHY i haven't gone to see a movie in weeks.... the last movie i watch was probably 'in good company', nice show that relates to real working life where senior employees get replaced by young jumpy upstarts.

2005-06-09T07:09:00.000-07:00

hoo-ray! exams are over and now i can tell the world i like KIRA! ooooh, kira-chan is soooooo cute and whiny!!!
a*hem! gonna check the ccas available tomorrow, the japanese club is right at the top of ma list!

2005-06-06T18:49:00.000-07:00

ahh, haven't posted anything here in a while... anyway, Get Backers book 9 is out today!! well, atleast in the US, so unfair! but i can't wait to see it, i even got my money ready last month, hahaha!
sigh, on thursday i'm having my last two tests, micro econs and poa. uughh... oh man, i really think i'm gonna be the only accountant who ever failed POA... bah, who cares? right now, life's too short and fast to worry about!
i recently visited grace at IJ, ahahahaha! there's teletubby hill, truckloads of centipedes, amazingly cool architecture and it was very hot. i also got to visit the little house on the praire, ahahaha! no, not the real one, its in singapore and its actually a make-shift study area for the IJ people. well, the paint all around the trailer made me a little ditzy and blur, maybe the thinner killed off my braincells?
and just last night, amirah told me that white, black and grey aren't colours, imagine that! she also said that people comment on black and white tvs by saying "how come no colour?"
its kinda ironic that we don't consider them colours but we still have phrases like white colour, black colour. hmmm, i'm confused.

2005-05-30T04:27:00.000-07:00

i am sad. i am jealous.
i don't know why....
but now, amazingly, when i saw my vision of hope... it all went away and now i know that i shouldn't be bitchin' about my life because its a waste of time. well, unless you're on the mrt and have nothing better to do. heh heh.
okay, okay, i was previously upset because i found out that one of the DMD's first year modules is drawing. yes, free drawing lessons, 3 hours a week. given graciously to amirah and her arty comrades. but i guess if i took a module like that, i would never appreciate it and i can't just draw on impulse. i take time, really really long time.
my vision of hope, my dad, rocks...

2005-05-22T08:17:00.000-07:00

for a few rare moments in my short life, i feel dispressed. not that i haven't studied for any ICAs or that i'm running out of cash. i can't find get backers episodes anywhere....

ok, finished feeling sad! today, i managed to watch 'dave the barbarian'! its so cool and funny! plus, a good friend called to chit chat, sammie! hahaha, once again he updates me on the latest happenings of the fantasy world! there's a avatar quintet about the time of troubles, awesome!! i think elminster's such a funny old man!

2005-05-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

hey hey, this is what i wrote for effective communications home work, he he he...

This letter has been composed for you, the shoe department manager, and details are given on why the inventories were not completed at the time you requested.
The assistant manager on duty that day, me, works the afternoon/night shift from 2pm to 9pm, supervising 5 salespersons. Due to vacations and sick leave, I was left with 2 salespersons. You had issued a note specifying that those working the afternoon/night shift have to take an inventory of the departmental shoes and new shipment that arrived yesterday.
Taking an inventory requires the concentrated attention of 1 salesperson, and the staff were encumbered because 2 different inventories had to be taken. Insufficiency was inevitable as there were also the 27 elderly patrons to attend to, these elderly shoppers were registered for the Southeast Senior Spirit Conference which rendezvous at the adjacent hotel.
The reduced staff had to juggle both the customers and the inventories, resulting in incomplete inventories. Please accept our sincerest apologies in not living up to your expectations, I know I won’t be getting a promotion anytime soon…

Its just SOO fakey but that's the business world!

2005-05-12T04:56:00.000-07:00

hmmm, ICAs are gonna start soon. i think i'm in deep trouble since i can't remember much about pretty much everything, haha, except principles of accounting.

i'll go apply for a locker soon, but i'm quite surprised they're not funded by the poly. kinda scared to send a cheque to them, its around $81 a year for the super big locker. i think if i brought every single texbook to school my arms would fall off, all of them together probably weigh more than me!(that's aLOT)

i can't.... wait.... to join... the sakuran club... but you know, the cca day will probably be in july, argh! because that's when ALL the first year students have entered poly, grrr, amirah's in digital media design, its so cool even the building itself and what's inside is cool. should i take a sports cca? i need the exercise, i can't believe i had to take a break when i climbed up to the 4th floor because tutorials were on the 5th floor.. ahh... so tired today...

2005-05-11T02:42:00.000-07:00

yippie, i finally got all my textbooks! lawrence was so nice to burn some econs cd for me too, yes... he even gave it to me WITH the cd cover. hmmm, poly life is still treating me well and err, everyone's really nice and more importantly, HARDWORKING!
ahahaha, i only realised today that there was so much POA homework until coreen asked me, then after recovering from mild shock, i carried on laughing and doing what i was... doing? err...
anyway, mei yin sent me a new master piece! one of a japanese dark elf, so cute! darn, where on earth does she get the time to weave out such beautiful stuff when she SUPPOSED to be finding a job?! haha, so funny, she told me there was this old man in the park who commented on her legs when she was wearing track pants. sigh, too many weirdos hanging out in singapore. like that guy.... oooh, if i ever see him again.... i'll kick his ass!!!! HHHYYYAAAHHHH!

2005-05-06T23:24:00.000-07:00

eh.... so tired, so much work to do, so little understood in economics lecture... haha, it was like some really funny lucky draw coz all of my econs answers were wrong!
yesterday, amirah and i went to taka to browse through stuff and i bought a doll house! also, there was this annoying guy who blocked the way when we wanted to leave the cashier counter and surprisingly both of us said ''excuse me!'' to him, hahahaha! of course, he moved away and when we left he was complaining to his friends that we thought he was deaf or something. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, sucker!

2005-05-02T17:45:00.000-07:00

i need to make a confession to the world... one that has been dormant in me for a super long, enduring time... i HATE gundam seed!!!!
woo-hoo, i said it, oh yeah! but heh heh heh, i think kira's cute. so cute, like my hammies! maybe its because of his big eyes and tiny face.

2005-05-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

went out with mommy and korkor today to tampines... and i met mei hui and her aunt! i feel...so happy! i also made myself a pikachu bracelet, its the kind with beads and a stretchy pink band. err, yesterday at parco... i saw jing ru! like wow, she really looks a lot better and her long hair's turn her into a hot chick! haha, her dad's shorter than her. she told me she's planning to rebel against her jc and dye her hair brown, i suggested red.
then, on friday, i saw sammie! though its kinda funny because i caught my cousin in the act of skipping school. yup, she was a solitary figure in one of junction 8's manicure outlets, darn, i wish i could go for a manicure too...
hah... life feels so good when you know you have friends everywhere you go...

2005-04-29T17:56:00.000-07:00

just tried this ninja burger thing, hmmm, its making me hungry...
anyway, i'm up so early because i have homework to hand in! yup, its to be submitted online, cool huh? wow, poly life is so high-tech and stuff, think of all the paper i'm saving... i can finally save the environment and all those poor old trees that either get strangled by vines, grinded down by termites, chopped down by woodcutters or victimised by ants.

Learn your Ninja Clan at theNinja Burger website.

2005-04-27T20:46:00.000-07:00

ahhh, chilling out at the school library now... argh, its NOT a school, its poly! darn, i just keep mixing things up again. anyway, life in poly is so different from sec sch and there's so much freedom! its so cool, i'm like, allowed to go the toilet almost every hour because there's a 10 mins break between lectures and tutorials. the annoying thing is that some of the timings for my lectures and tutorials are so long, like 3 hours!? oh well, that's why i'm here waiting.
another nice thing is that one can surf the net for whatever junk they want and no one cares, really! i mean, some guy in class was surfing anime stuff during business communications' lab lecture and all mrs. nair said was, "you ah, like yaoi? "
it amazed me, not that guys actually like to see anime guys do R-rated things, but that a really old foggy like mrs. nair knew what yaoi was, ahahaha!
i have also created a new webbie http://meli-the-chocobo.tripod.com check it out in a few days time. hopefully by then, the site-builder would have uploaded and i can START building my webbie.

2005-04-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

boo.......... kor kor told me i should hang out with all the 'cool' people in my class 'coz he wants me to be hip and happening. yeah, right! being with them means that i can't do stupid or embarrassing stuff anymore and i'll be some slutty clone who wears branded attire and have crap for brains!
the library is a nice place! its so quiet and you can do whatever you want there as long as you shut up, yay! and luckily for A, there's lots of cute guys in nyp, i think.
and for the cosplay in july, i intend to cosplay as gothic peppita from star ocean 3!

2005-04-20T04:16:00.000-07:00

woo-hoo, everyone! i'm back from orientation camp and surprisingly, it doesn't suck! sadly, i'm now suffering from sunburns on half my face and my arms.... my classmates are some-what funny but so chinese-orientated, its so creepy and i feel ostrasized at times. luckily, most of the time i'm dreaming about something else so life goes on without me, hahahhaa!
NYP, here i come!

2005-04-15T03:46:00.000-07:00

today, i went out reluctantly but came home with a happy smile. A, L and i had a great time at the dhoby ghaut arcade, yup, we spent nearly the entire day there playing para para and dance dance revolution plus this weird skateboard game. the thing that i liked most about today's that i saw 2 office guys playing bishi bashi champ! i mean, i felt as though it was a sigh from higher powers saying that "hey, don't worry 'bout accountancy or any other 9 to 5 job. u can still have fun!"
yeah, thank goodness i got out of the house. oooh, can't wait for poly life!

2005-04-14T02:54:00.000-07:00

today.... i went to the zoo with daddy! it was so cool, the animals are all so cute and the weather was surprisingly tolerable so hopefully i'm not a shade darker or anything. i got to see white tigers, mostly views of their butts because they didn't want to face any of the visitors and i petted a miniature horse! its so small compared to the real deal but its so tame. the cows and lhamas have super long, thick eyelashes that make them look so 'feminine' and docile, plus i finally caught a wiff of methane gas.... BLEH!
the horses were grand, mighty, magestic, etc and also really vicious towards enemies. they would kick each other in the face with their muscular hind legs and i was so disappointed when i couldn't pet them or ride them, daddy told me they are capable of biting my hand off so...
flies irritably feasted on the bits of squashed grass dangling on the wool of sheep and me being a hero, spent alot of my time swatting them away. the wool the sheep had's so thick, like 2 inches thick and they really can jump off letches much like those insomniacs count when they try to sleep. hmmm, the goats were cute too but dangerously protective of their....horns. yup, not their children but their horns.
what i think amused me the most are the baboons. they act just like normal human beings, they have clics, boot-lickers, pranksters and of course, a king to rule over all of them. the big ones are scary, expecially with their fur sticking out surrounding their faces, kinda like what a pomeranian would appear if it got its fur dried by a hair dryer. and they DO have red butts, hahahaha!
i found out that polar bears, if they stood up right, are actually twice my height and that's towering... not even akabunny is THAT tall, too bad the giriaffes haven't been sent over yet. i like horses, they're really big and stuff....
oh yeah, there's also a wishing well where u get conned into throwing in some money, hopefully the coins go to wildlife reserves like what it says on the plate. i decided to be charitable and donated 20 cents. austrailian wildlife is super awesome and the animals are so cute! especially the squirrels and kangaroos, hmmm, the lions weren't really much but they would look adorable if i took out all their canine teeth.... haha, a funny thing's that the leopards, jaguars and cheetahs all seem the same to me, maybe its because they're all small and lazy.
later on, daddy and i went shopping for clothes at taka! the quality of life improved further when he bought navel oranges and green grapes, AND rushed back to the car in time because the parking warden came, hahaha!
sigh, thanks dad, i had a great time today.

2005-04-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm back to playing RO. a leopard never changes its spots, sigh. atleast now my blogskin is nicer and not so spastic-looking like before, i think i was mad that day i chose the cow blogskin.
like, wow, i didn't know link would grow up to be such a hottie! but alas, i can't play that game 'coz its for the game cube and kor kor says its a waste of money to buy it. hmmm, link IS really awesome, he's looks cute as a kid, teenage and now... a MAN. ><
poly will be starting soon and mwa haha, i don't have to stay in during the 3 day orientation camp! amirah has to stay for hers though, but who cares?? she's wants to camp over night and i want to sleep in my comfy bed, whoa, seems as if poly life is welcoming us! i also have decided to join the japanese cultural club (who wouldn't???) and have picked 4 more to participate in as well. hmmm, cheerleading, photography, writing for the school paper and kendo!? hahaha, i feel like a lunatic, i wonder if there are others who did the same.... Ahhahaha, maybe some bozo chose all of the CCAs?!

2005-04-11T03:35:00.000-07:00

hmmmm, this new blog skin seems kinda shoddy and crude. oh well, its MY blog.
today amirah exhausted her free movie passes to watch 'spanglish' with me, sigh, i wish i had been a little more patient and viewed 'samara' instead. eeewwww, spanglish is like so gross, it has its funny parts but the whole issue about a male employer falling in love with his spanish maid disgusts me.
i have no further comments. -_-

2005-04-06T03:14:00.000-07:00

17 years ago, the creators of this world marked this day to be the coming of the angel of death, destruction, etc.... Today is, my birthday.

okAAy, enough with that mambo-jambo my life today has been such a blur and the only reason i'm here is because i get to talk about myself! Me, me, me, me, me, me, me! the extremely cute strawberry cake i ate was scrumptious and the best part's that it's pink, my most favourite colour! went out to cineleisure hoping to watch a good movie with the free movie passes amirah got and well, i found out why the tickets were free, like geez, the movies available for that specific theatre were so creepy and erotic. probably made by those sexually-deprived for sexually-deprived audiences, sheesh, i could have taken all that movie budget stuff and fed a few thousand hungry hamsters.

i will also be starting poly soon and weh, i don't wanna leave my tv.... err, ahahaha, i guess things can't get that bad right? i'm contradicting myself, a few hours ago i wanted something exciting but this is too exciting for me to bear! luckily the thing i'm only worried about in poly is whether the people are like people from dunman, where they suck hell and only know how to backstab each other. i mean, posers are okay but eeewwww, dunman is no place for an innocent 12-year-old freshman. hahahaha, then again, i always act like a freshman so hopefully there'll only be happy surprises. another thing bugging me is orientation camp, which i'm possibly allergic to, something's bound to go wrong. its a good thing that we don't have to stay in or camp at nyp, its from 9am to 6pm, not really that bad.

2005-04-04T03:01:00.000-07:00

argh, i'm gonna kill everyone around me! or maybe just those people i don't know, haha. hmmmm, life for the past few weeks has been a strange blurry thing and right now, i'm still waiting for NYP to send me something. sigh, grace will be going to NZ in june because she somehow conned her mom to send her over, so sad. but anyway, we went out on saturday as my birthday celebration and after we ate at ajisen, popped over at the arcade next door!
yeah, i'm not kdding. grace went to the arcade with me, where she demanded $3 to play the games. she played this shooting game where green-blooded zombies irritably and continuously lumber up to you to scratch and suck out your blood. mwa haha, grace did away with them all until she reached stage 2, 5 minutes after she had started the game. oh well.......
anyway, my pirated star ocean 3 game has died out and now, i'm gonna have to get the original one!!

2005-03-23T02:22:00.000-08:00

today, eiko came over and we both watched tv, played with my 9 hammies and then she went home. yup, i must have outdone myself in being a couch potato and well, now i'm munching on chips! ahh, i just love chips, so full of fat, salt and yummy goodness.
oh yeah, chibi judith finally got to watch howl's moving castle! yes, its a great movie and any anime fan should see it because its really awesome, and heehee... howl's the funniest bishounen i have ever seen, and his blond hair looked so cool!
And die-hard howl fans should see this drawing of him, it was suppose to be what he would look like in the anime movie but i guess they had to cut down on the details ( http://marginal-man.pinoko.jp/rever/image/illust/copyright/29.html )

2005-03-22T07:32:00.000-08:00

just think about the money, just think about the money.
sorry, i'm trying to brain-wash myself and assure that accountancy is a good course for me, it astounds me how daddy always knows how to do it! yup, i'm going to nanyang poly to take accountancy and finance, how exciting. but i have to convince myself it's good because daddy said that expensive things are worth more and accountancy is just like that, its hard to learn but the payout is excellent and i'll be guaranteed a job for life. he also said i should stop acting like a baby when i go to poly, what does that mean???!!!!
found a new friend on monday at dhoby gauht mrt station arcade.... he's cool, tall and looked like a korean actor but i can't remember his name because its too complex, and leong can dance parapara! isn't that awesome? i mean, he REALLY danced station to station, popteen, easy busy and sexy sexy sexy with me and eiko!! and i found out what was the 'sexy' part about sexy sexy sexy so erm, yeah, its just making a girl look more seductive so let's skip it.
i re-read the squall & kuja story on sunday and awww, i didn't know it was really that funny! hahahaha, its impossible to believe i actually wrote all that stuff during sec3 semester 2, my life is so cool! yay, i just got an endorphin boost. ^_^ Yes, the story reminded me why i liked kuja so much and stopped hating squall. Sigh, i can't understand sometimes why people would want to hate their lives?....
*slap *slap, i'm contradicting myself. fine, i'll come clean. this morning i was pmsing about the wind blowing in my face (because i didn't wear my contacts) and how noisy my slippers were since they were made of plastic and wood. yeah, i can't believe there was this evil little boy making fun of my shoes in front of everyone in the bus, its no wonder why i hate children. Especially little boys, they had better watch out.
Also discovered a new webbie that lets users download anime mp3s instantly!! so cool, i can get the gundam seed song without actually supporting it because i don't buy the anime or comic book. mwa ahhahaha, my heart still pumps for love hina and getbackers! believe, kirari and sakura saku are the perfect wake-up songs, they're so happy and stressless, like me!! warning, makubex is a creepy singer.

2005-03-21T06:26:00.000-08:00

hi, bloggie!!
wow, i'm so glad i have msn because now i get to talk mei yin and all of my former dmn classmates who don't mind talking to me. hahaha, the rest just ignore me but its alright, i still have pika! anyway, its kind of a miracle that alvin ACTUALLY talked to me but after my bro ruined our little conversation, it has now become a legend... Sigh.
And today, i bought the kazuki shirt!!!! AHHHH!!! yay, happy happy happy days! its so adorable and the cutting is excellent even though its a little transparent....But i finally can worship kazuki, wee-hee! why am i so weird sometimes...... Ok, ok, never mind about that i'll question my sanity another day, i also bought a sun dress! Or atleast something like it, i think it'll look better if i wore it to the beach or something because its 100% transparent and stuff.
Currently losing a game of checkers battling with luffy, he's good. Too good.
Ok, i'll rephrase myself. i won the game, but only because luffy was careless and i was not so blur.
Grrr, everyone (except) left msn without telling me and has left me all alone, with divya and......grace. Hmmmm, what to do......

2005-03-19T07:50:00.000-08:00

sigh, my obsessive fetish with kazuki continues....
oh well, life's been kind to me and i have a com to download all things kazuki. life has NOT been so lucky for eiko, she and her younger sis have been trying to win simple plan tickets for the past week to no avail. sigh, why couldn't i have liked simple plan more???? i could have gone mad and attend their concert!!! But no.... I had to be some weird girl who likes parapara and manga-drawing. ooops, isn't eiko like that too? eh....
Okay, happy stuff. i met mei yin today and we're still both insane about manga and bishis!!! woo-hoo!
Okay, deranged stuff. i can't believe fire emblem 7 is such a hot topic for discussion. Maybe its because of all the extreme decency and the fact that everyone is so hot and not going crazy over one another. Aahhh, the best forum ever.

2005-03-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

oooh, i think i know too much about kazuki.....

fuchoin kadsuki

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2005-03-14T23:40:00.000-08:00

yippie, i finally found a kazuki fanlisting. but i wonder why his name is spelt differently, maybe its the american version. Eeewwww, oh well, he's still too cute for me!

2005-03-12T07:08:00.000-08:00

oh my good golly gosh.... i think i've finally given in to kazuki's little lackey, jubei.... maybe after comparing him with ban-chan, it has come to light that he's ALOT better than snake boy. aahhh, i feeeeeel so happy now.
another thing would be that i saw sam cooper from pug jelly today. he's kinda handsome with all that eyeliner or perhaps it's just me and my obsession with weird-looking people. heh heh heh, atleast now i know why eiko was SOOO smitten by him. But wow, he's like super tall and his girlfriend is probably a model or something close to that because she certainly didn't look short when they were together. i saw masashi and matt too, matt's like huge and masashi's a human goat. Meeehhhh, luckily he had eyeliner, it distracts you from staring at his goatee....
err, eiko likes getbackers too! It's so cool and she likes akabane! For half an hour all she told me was:"akabane is hot. akabane is hot." well, i'm staying loyal to kazuki and besides, akabane's no bishounen so i can't support him anyway......But he's cute, there's no doubt about that!

2005-03-08T02:41:00.000-08:00

boo... star ocean 3 makes me sleepy. its alot more effective than sleeping pills, really. maybe its the music, it sucks big time. the only reason why i continue to play star ocean is unknown even to myself.
today i showed eiko my first manga drawings and as usual, she became hysterical and started praising me and stuff. well, i guess it'll help keep me going while i draw every page myself!! story progression has ceased for the moment because i can't think of anything yet... argh!
and also, my chance of buying a kazuki shirt had vapourised when i went shopping yesterday and everything was gone. the white shirt and white skirt... so unlucky. hopefully this time, i'll be able to buy the green roxy jacket....

2005-03-03T15:05:00.000-08:00

on the 23th of march, it will be decided whether i can start my career as an accountant. yes, the haunting scene of weasel crying out "why didn't i listen to mom and become... an accountant?!" keeps replaying in my mind like a 10 year-old vcr.
and screw it, i was supposed to go to NYC Conference but i have a stupid fever!!! Argh! why does it ALWAYS have to happen?!! oh well, i have no idea how they are related but i'm glad i improved on my manga drawing...

2005-02-25T02:04:00.000-08:00

Bwah ha ha ha!

You are Kadsuki! Although you are a man, you are
often mistaken for a woman because of your
effeminate ways and features, but that does not
make you any less of a feared fighter. You are
deadly with your weapon of choice: strings, and
you know exactly how to use them. You are kind
and thoughtful, which draws people to you, and
even when friends go astray, you stay with them
until the very end to lead them back to the
right path. You have a big heart and you spread
your kindness to all.

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ok ok, this isn't me but i don't care!